Anticipation...

I am getting so excited! I am more and more aware that we are going to be having another miracle baby in our midst. I know, I know, my babies aren't THAT miraculous, but in our world they are! Babies are miracles, period :) It's amazing how night and day my last two pregnancies have been from each other. My pregnancy with Grayson was full of an odd mix of happiness, sadness, worry and fear. This pregnancy is full of, well, chasing Grayson! I wake up most days and am overjoyed when I remember I'm pregnant! It's a fact that has taken a while to sink in. I am loving enjoying my days pregnant and not worrying all the time. The thought of having another one here hasn't completely sunk in. It's one of those things that you can't grasp until you're experiencing it. I'm not worried about Grayson, he'll adjust. He really "loves" babies. Loves them right into the floor. Even at his gentlest, he's got a lot to learn. What can you expect, he's only 1! It does make me a bit sad to know that he'll have no idea what's going on. He'll think mom's baby-sitting a new kid, just to figure out this one's not leaving! He loves interacting with kids and I know he'll be a good big brother. They'll grow up together more or less. He won't remember not having this baby around. In the end, it makes for less adjustment for him, which is comforting. We are so looking forward to meeting our little baby the beginning of June!